除了這裡﹐已經沒有任何可以容我寫下心中想法的地方。經過瘋狂的兩個月﹐一個令我人生有極大轉變的過程﹐為何直至現在﹐我依然尋找不到我所想要的東西﹐到底我是選擇錯了﹐又或者是時間不足以讓我看清一切? 有誰可以幫我﹐有誰能清楚看到我心中的答案? 可惜連我自己﹐都沒有辦法找到真正答案﹐時間不段一去不返﹐可能有該讓我珍惜的人會因為時間不合而永遠在我的故事裡消失。如果有神﹐請告訴我該行的路。

重今日起所寫既一切﹐唔知妳會唔會睇得到﹐無論如何﹐我好想妳可以分享我既一切﹐我都好想知妳既生活。

li幾日既我煩腦十分十分多﹐我相信遠處的妳同我一樣。我選擇左甘樣﹐我自己唔知right or wrong。最近不段反複思想﹐都得唔到任何答案。我同我屋企人講左me and joyce分手既事﹐兩位阿哥都無咩點﹐but my mom, 佢話今晚有野問我﹗﹗﹗都唔知想問咩﹐gosh....can she just support me with whatever decision i made? Dont ask me anything, i m trouble enough! Joyce聽日就會從China番黎LA...煩腦不段圍繞我轉阿轉﹗我其實只係想要好簡單既生活﹐y so complicated?

其實仲有好多野令我好煩好煩﹐包括妳既事﹗ 我真係好想妳開心﹐快樂。0個日後妳就再無聲無色﹐可能妳已經張我所有contact都delete左。我知我無權要求D咩﹐I decided what i m going to do, and you make your choice as well. But i hope you make a right choice, a choice that best for you. Please treat yourself better, i knew that i mention this so many times already, however, I dont think you understand. You told me that you really love him, maybe you do, hopefully you do, and i hope he will change and treat you super good.   

10月23日就係妳既生日﹐我希望妳所有願望都可以成真﹐同埋過一個真正開心既生日﹗